In a muddle

 Do u sometimes feel so lost that you go back to the things you did before, even though none of that makes sense to you now but at a certain point in your life you found peace in it. Here I'm again with another shit posting after all these years!!!

You know that one fine night you wake up and you realize you can sleep a little more, not being the main character is just like giving your best but it's not the morning yet!! Oh, I see you all getting confused reading this particular line. Let me break this down for you, What if I tell you that morning over here is the main character which isn't you and midnight is something you belong to, What if I say the time you woke up was not destined for you, but you certainly did and when you realized there's a lot more left, you snuggled back.

Perhaps you wake up again trying to find peace but all you do is end up your day in remorse of guilt. The guilt you didn’t have to feel but it’s just that thing in you that makes you feel worse about yourself, you try to fit in people’s group but you miserably fail, you fail to please yourself and them too. But then what, you come back to find your solitude in the pretty little corner of living and you in that particular moment are only surrounded by 2 thoughts. Either you might feel how bad it was to not be yourself and goof around with people you probably can’t even share a word with or you may think if today was hard, tomorrow might be little easy and you’ll blend along with them, you choose to let that pity self of you carry you.

And then again come to being where you meet the midnight, the untouched peace of yours.